Its been so long since I posted
I’ve been out of touch with the world
My fellows say it’ll be alright
and my parents say ‘learn to accept’.
It’s been so long since I felt,
I was certainly trying a lot
so I boarded the midnight ship
In my mind I delved deep.
It’s been so long, I forgot
How to cry to laugh and devote
Is it anger or sadness inside?
It’s not easy to separate and decide.
It’s been so long, I’ve been alone
Though I was in the middle of everything
And as much as I tried to run
My feet kept entangling.
It’s been so long, the songs have changed
I sat on the corner and listened
to the shifting times of the world
as the soft turned into hard.
It’s been so long, I no longer exist
I am merely a presence in our midst
A piece of hair in the wind
And ghost in the mind.
It’s been so long, I’ve lost Interest